Monday, January 22, 2018

Mental Health Hero


Mental Health Hero

My Mental Health is Tracy Gold. She is an inspiration to me. I remember her as Carol Severs in “Growing Pains.” Her struggle with Anorexia Nervosa felt real to me.  She like me was teased about weight and felt the need to lose the weight.
         I loved her courage to do the movie, “ For The of Nancy,” after her recent battle with anorexia. I liked how she was helping others with her television recovery reality show, “Starving Secrets”. She used her experience with the eating disorder to inspire others to get help and get recovered.
Here is one of her quotes that I like, “You can’t enjoy Life if you are not nourishing your body!” I believe this to be true.  When I was at my lowest, I felt like an empty shell!
I think Tracy Gold is a strong woman and that is why she is my mental health hero!
         I have other mental health heroes. They are my therapist, my friend Susan Raymon, my husband Terry, and my brother Ed.  My therapist helps confront the unhealthy thoughts and replaces them with more positive thoughts. She was the one tell me that if I didn’t stop what I was doing to myself that I could be facing a hospitalization. She did this to get me to wake up and to see what I was doing. She was also there to cheer me on when I was doing well in recovery and encourage me when I felt stuck.  When I was getting down on myself about a slipup I had, she said it was “more curiosity. Recovery will be filled with ups and downs. She is a great therapist for me to have that sees the good in me and encourages it! ”My friend Susan Raymon, she helps me by encouraging me to be myself. She said, “ You don’t have to be perfect around me.”  You are fun and mischievous and that is why I love being around you!”  She also gives good examples if I am having a bad day or bad thought. She offers suggestions, when I am stuck on a piece. She is a great friend!   My husband Terry always gives me encouragement, even when I don’t want to hear it or believe it. He still persists to help me out during my trying days. He has gone with me to Old Navy and has encouraged me to stay with the agreed size and has steered me away from smaller sizes so that way, I am not encouraged to go the wrong way the eating disorder.  He encourages me to have something to eat, even when I don’t want to. He is a great husband and a friend!   My brother Ed, has been nothing but supportive! When I went through the eating disorder the first time in 2002, he has been a great support encouraged me. He has never been judgmental! He still supports me and is encouraging to me!
         In closing, I would like to say, I have a few mental health heroes to help me during my recovery and I am very blessed!  They have their qualities of being a hero and helping me, I am just glad that I have them in my life!

Monday, January 1, 2018

This Year In Review


This Year In Review

This year had some gains and losses!
This year got to see my brother Ed twice due to him taking care of my Father in Law. 
I learned about Western religions and gained a better understanding of Judaism and some of Islam.  I even got to learn more aspects of Christianity too. 
This year I grew closer to Susan Raymon.  I am so happy for this because she shows the kind of person I want to be.  
I also started being more social and joined on different events like coloring, solar eclipse, the pharm event where we fold bags and, they get turned into things that people could use. I also did an ornament event too.
We did lose some family members: our niece Jen due to drug overdose.  We also lost my father in law, Gerald Rosinski due to cancer and old age. 

I gained confidence and my recovery voice to say no! I don’t want to do this. I also walked away from a toxic relationship.  I feel like I can breathe more freely and be with people who encourage my recovery, and not tear me down or trivialize the eating disorder.
I took an awesome class Stress Management, not only did I get an A but I received lots of insight and great learning skills.


I had a great year!!! Good bye 2017 and hello 2018 may it grant me opportunities to grow and learn as an individual and be more kind to others without getting stepped on!