Good food day

Very good food day!  I ate without guilt plus got my veggies in and a fruit also. Also yesterday told Satan to deal with it. I was going to eat within my food plan and he needed to learn to live it it. Put up or shut up. I prefer he just shut up and let me be.
I am hoping that the more I consistent follow the food plan that satan will leave me alone because I am not backing down from recovery. Also that when I continue to defy him he will get tired and go back to hell where he came from. This is my journey.

Good day

Today I didn't think about satan/ED. I ate good. Also I noticed a correlation that  I am more relieved since I dropped the class.  Today I saw The Conjuring with Terry. Pretty scary and creepy. It was fun to be creeped out. Also it was nice to hold my husband's hand during the movie. Made me think that we were dating again.

mixed feelings

Linda said that she would post the results Sunday night. I am very fearful of how I did.  I want to look but yet I am afraid if I do, will backslide me. I go over in my head what I could have missed. Not a good feeling! :(

Feeling so frustrated

We have to do normal curves in stats. I don't know what the heck I am doing with these. I feel so lost. I wish I could catch on as fast as others do. There are times that I feel like a jackass.

Today

Today we went over our homework to turn in. I knew I screwed up some with the math. So I asked Linda to show me where I messed up and she showed me an easy way. So if I get a little less than I desired it is a learning curb.

 

Today

While going through Angel, I saw my grade as an A thus far. I got a 10/10 in the homework and plus the extra credit.

I also took the initiative to go see Linda, when I was having trouble with a math problem. I got the concept of Standard deviation.
Now to tackle the other homework for chapter #2.  We are going in the lab Thursday hope I can catch on to what she wants us to do.