Saturday, May 20, 2017

Reflections

I am glad that my studying and hard work paid off. I got an A. Now the icing on the cake would be a 100 on the final exam or close to it.
As I move close to Father's day, I have lots of good memories of my dad. However there are a few that are not so good. I feel conflicted because I want to just remember him as a good dad.
I know he also gave me the incentive to do well in school. It was $50 for an A in a language but $75 for an A in psychology. Maybe that is where that drive comes from to excel. Even though I don't get paid anymore, I get rewarded in other ways, coffees a high five or maybe a new top.
I want to keep a healthy balance with this school stuff, however that side comes out where it is an A or nothing. I know I need to address that with Miriam.
Looking forward to doing that tape recorder exercise with her again.

3 comments:

  1. You did great, Kat! However, you don't always have to have an 'A'. Just do your best, and that 's all anyone can ask of you. Also, I'm sorry about the memories with your dad. I hope you can forgive him or at least be at peace with him.

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  2. I need to talk to M about feelings of my dad. As I said feel like I am betraying him but it is what it is.

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